Lamentation of a CSA Survivor

Have mercy on me Lord,

Hear my prayers.

I am broken and beyond repair,

You are the only hope.

I hoped in you from my youth,

that hope was deferred.

You forgave my abusers,

And left me with scars.

The scars hurt me daily,

I see no end to my agony.

I begged You to heal me,

But Your answer was no.

You say all are welcome to your table,

But those that struggle are turned away.

I see others being blessed;

even those who are Your enemies.

I’ve tried to run from You

to find happiness in my life.

There is no happiness in my life,

With You or without You.

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